NOT HAPPY NOT HAPPY!!!!!!!!!

For those "Phantom of the opera" drama competition class, or i'll those form 2s, the competition was just postponed for a long time and that was from the middle of the year to the end of the year. And Mandy 'betrayed', i think this is the word that i can use for my level, me coz last time teacher asked us who want to quit the drama group, and mandy said she wanted to quit but she afraid ley mun not happy so she asked to quit with her. But.... when teacher asked 'who is joseph buquet?' i answered her. 'You still in?' 'i don't know' i said but she said cannot say don't know. So i just said no coz that time ley mun looked at me with a not really good looking face. Then, teacher asked, 'who's the narrator?' mandy answered. teacher asked the same question as mine. but she said i can't go for the practice ONLY. at first, i don't mind. But i just regretted coz the group of drama just became more and more better. i just 'don't have face' to join the drama group again. so i just approached them every day. just give them as many ideas as possible. but the ley mun just don't want to heard anything from me, seems. she always pushed away when i am in front of her just because she wanted to talk to someone. secondly, i just don't know how to say to all of you that i wanted to join you all. like last time i said i want to do those special effects stuff, and ley mun and ken loong agreed too. but just don't know why they replaced me with kit yan. never mind. fine, be like that. then, i always find you all when you are practising. but you all seems just did not care about me. you all seems like just didn't know i appeared. two time, two times i come but two times i went away wasting time there alone. actually i dont mind acting as Joseph Buquet but Hui Xin said do whatever I like. i chose to quit from the beginning, so i just dont know how to said to you guys. never mind. eventually, zhi jie just did 'my job' well. so, i just erm... let him be the joseph lo... i tried to tell ken loong i am also a member of the special effects stuff but i don't know how to said. so, then, i tried my best to tell him and what he said? 你很像我的狗.... Oh my god. i just can't believe that my best friend will said i looked like a dog. everytime, you guys practising, i just quietly sitting at the front row of table in the class. but when i give my suggestions, you guys, some of you, just pretend like didn't hear anything. and benny always chase me away from your group. he said 'you are no longer in the drama' and he just treated me badly just because i quited the group, i think. now, zhi jie did well in acting as Joseph, never mind i won't worried anymore. At first, i really hope zhi jie absent on the day of the competition and i be the substitude coz i just don't want to practise as a noobie every day in front of class. so i ning yuan quit lo... and the script... we worked together last time. and i gave lots of ideas that i can say. and now no ones remember or even know it. i am not really want to chuan everyone but if i said it out i will be more comfortable. no one appreciated my work that i done before i quited. and now mandy yet gave my precious script to you, the first to see this, fook jian. although i quited but i can also keep some memories right. fook jian, you can choose to gave it back to me or just keep it. coz i am okay right now after this post, i think....

do not tell anyone, especially you, FOOK JIAN unless they see this themselves. keep it as a secret. dont let them 难做.

thank you for those of you who read this until the end.

lastly,
GOOD LUCK TO 2A2 PHANTOM OF THE OPERA DRAMA IN TOMORROW'S COMPETITION... GAMBATEH!!!!!!!